dull life

List of things:

yesterday ,
sad cos exam results ALL drop.
I could have get a sijil pernurunan for all subjects =) damn proud
happy cos at least an A2
laughed by people
almost leave this 'wonderful' world
thinks that h.mun yee bro gf is damn skinny
ate BR Mint choc and bring to tuition ,damn yeng
almost fall asleep in tuition .chap 6 =boring

today,
sad again about exam .
slept for 4 hours
thinks about death again
thinks that god gave me the 92183974720947902 life.
always thinks negative stuff
thinks that I don't deserve my 903702734890728947 life
doesn't think that ' damn' is a bad word
begining to think that I may be sexist




I noticed that I seldom write about my life.
okay.

want know my recent thoughts?

I always think of death.

altough i've never told anyone about this

I almost leave the world
when I almost drown.
but thank god,
mircle happen
i belive that god gave me the ability to me to open my eyes in the water and breathe in the water

when I almost got kidnap.
I walk from wawasan,ss15 to usj1 .
a generous lady offer me to ride her car.
actualy I'm not suppose to ride on stranger car.
but I have no choice.and there's a girl in there. so i go for it
I always belive that god sent her to pick me up
cos my area alot of Bangalaaaa..

when I was a about 8
I almost comit suicide.
but there's something told me not to.
my instinct?

when i was 16 yrs old.
yesterday
I didn't see the car
and the car almost bang me ,
luckily i break .
if not..........


-I think i say too many ,next post ,tracy tag