Mood-less

Currently moodless due to something.
bah.

First and foremost,
I must buckle up and start studying .which is super hardcore that type.

I seriously need to get a scholarship to USA.
very desperate ok?And I need to score at least 5 A very badly.
sobs.
I need to study like siaocharbo already.

With my lazy attitude,I completely doubt it that I can get one.
But I have a little of what you called 'inner confidence'

In summaries,I thinking of becoming an air stewardess just to earn some money . Incase I have a scholarship to overseas.

damn expensive larh the living cost !!!