self explainatory

complications

I'm required to remove my nail polish ;(

feeling is neutral

Hey there


SPM trail is near
prom night here I come ;)
Outings with my amigas
National Service [ =) / =( ]

on the way to PJ .

where are you when I needed you the most?

perhaps...

perhaps a holiday getaway would be perfect for me at this moment .

all I wanna do is. ...

enjoy my life

I dont know whether to laugh or cry .. ughh Oh dear National Service. I guess my mykad number is too unique =.=

Don't come and play with my heart

Set me free, why don't cha babe
Get out my life, why don't cha babe
'Cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on
You don't really need me
But you keep me hangin' on

Why do you keep a coming around
Playing with my heart?
Why don't you get out of my life
And let me make a new start?
Let me get over you
The way you've gotten over me

Set me free, why don't cha babe
Let me be, why don't cha babe
'Cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on
Now you don't really want me
You just keep me hangin' on

You say although we broke up
You still wanna be just friends
But how can we still be friends
When seeing you only breaks my heart again
And there ain't nothing I can do about it

Woo, set me free, why don't cha babe
Woo, get out my life, why don't cha babe
Set me free, why don't cha babe
Get out my life, why don't cha babe

You claim you still care for me
But your heart and soul needs to be free
Now that you've got your freedom
You wanna still hold on to me
You don't want me for yourself
So let me find somebody else Hey!

Why don't you be a man about it
And set me free
Now you don't care a thing about me
You're just using me
Go on, get out, get out of my life
And let me sleep at night
'Cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on...

What the heck

seriously. how great is my holiday

First . Pulau Pangkor trip was cancel because of my sister stupid exam
Second. I got all the flu like syntoms which is giving me hell
third. I still got folio to do
fourth . bloody hell I cant even find the stupid sample folio anywhere .



Why me

you're the reason of the tear drops on my blanket

Am currently feel so emotional now after watching a maraton of the taiwanese soap opera 'Autumn's Concerto'

so if you're feeling so happy and bubbly rite now then I suggest you to exit my blog now before you get all emotional like me . I warned you already .


I'm sorry okay
I'm sorry that I'm not girlfriend material
I'm sorry that I always hurt you
I'm sorry that I cannot reciprocate your feelings
I'm sorry for myself that I'm destined to have my heart broken everyday
I'm sorry for not smiling
I'm sorry for not being happy
I'm sorry for wasting your time and money
I'm sorry for your lost (your best friend)
I'm sorry that I cause alot of drama
I'm sorry for making you cry
I'm sorry for putting so much grieve on you
I'm sorry that I didn't hear you sing
I'm sorry for myself for my heart
I'm sorry for everything
you have respected me and support me although I never have been treating u like one.
I'm just really sorry

sometimes I just wish to have a tragic death for causing so much pain in everyone
I find it hard to trust everyone
I dont want to hurt you anymore so I'm already gone

truly deeply

Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do... a total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life, but now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say... a total eclipse of the heart

Hi! I'm Angela

crowd: Hi Angela.

I'm a shopaholic

My blog is pratically dead

neway, Been spending alot lately.
All the stress is giving me the urge to buy something.


taken a few pics of my new ala' creation which will be up soon .

Immortal love

On my way back from tuition , the sweet and powerful melody was blasted on the radio through my sensitive ear lobe .
The pain was unbearable.

Some how, some way , I can relate that song to my current mood.
Maybe I will live . Maybe not.

Its is destiny. I do belive in it. We can't really change destiny .

We will leave when it's time.

I am considering going for a check up for diabetes . Please don't ask me why .

Just then, I just realized that life is short. Do appreciate the people around you before it's too late.

I tried hard to avoid this matter . and to stop writing about emo things but I failed.

I failed as a human ,as a student, as a daugther,as a friend, as a pet owner as a lover and also a sister.

I also truly belive that if one is 100% perfect ,one will leave the world peacefully.
bcause there's nothing left to be done.

I don't know what I did to have such a great life. yes, I consider my life as awesome,especially when it comes to food and the care and such love that I get from other people.

truth is .

Life is too good to be true.

Is this the end? hope not

'Happy New Year !! '



This sentence is driving me nuts . I don't really know how to describe this feeling.



1. Happy new year? I feel so sad...it should be replace by a sad instead of happy

2. I know this gonna be crazy ..but it's hell true. I will have tuition everyday from Monday to Friday without fail!!

3.I feel like screaming now.

4. I have to prepare tons of panadol ...no joke.



God bless me and you

Love at first sight

wat the hell I wanna murder somebody NOW...
Maybe I murder myself is enough already.
damn it .
That phone is like the most awesome phone I ever seen in my whole entire life.

IT's TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE ..

wat the hell !!!!!
I hate my phone liaoo

why everytime after I buy a hp also will feel regret wan?

STUPID ***....

HOW NOW!

SHOULD I TRADE IN MY CURRENT HP AND BUY THIS ONE?

I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF EVERY TIME I SEE THIS HP


DAMN CHIO !

just got tired of pretending

great. It took me 16 years for me to realize this.

ps/pull the trigger

Take time to realise

wat the hell.
I'm no longer a happy girl
I'm no longer smart
My hair is no longer nice due to my stupidity
I feel like cutting it short .like real short that type.

It is a pain in the butt to see all the humans out there who are smiling .laughing .loving.caring.

There is a possibility that I'm againts BOYS now except my brother.
but I dont feel like becoming a sexist

I just wanna scream in my heart .
I'm screaming but nobody notice.
Nobody even notice what is happening.


They are are too blind to see what is reality .

reality is not about happiness.

Happiness?

Even you own teacher also doesn't have faith in you !

WHAT IS THE POINT OF STUDYING?

TO BE HUMILIATED BY YOU IS IT?

STILL CAN ASK ME ' WHY? YOU THINK YOU CAN GET HIGHER AH?'

3 words for you! GO TO HELL

I don't give a damn anymore.

people stupid got problem ah?

YOU KNOW I STUDIED FROM 2PM to 12AM .

*********

Maybe we are just not meant for each other
I really don't know why you must avoid me
You're avoiding me
You betray me
You even set up a noob to pretend to like me

3 words
GO TO HELL.

I dont wanna talk to you at the moment

let the rain fall down

Hey people,humans,aliens,earthlings,monster,mythical creature ...
(whatever you claimed yourself to be)

The word 'whatever' seems to be a harsh word to be used.Even me myself hate that word,but I can't seem to find other words . My english is going down ,down,down,down,down.

I'm 100% not joking nor being modest .
HELP ME .



I'm too sad to even cry

get away from me

Add Maths + account + ekons = die die die!




promise i will be back after exam =)

Stalk me Ba =)

forgive me for the super super super late update,like seriously late.


August 1 ,saturday .


went to court (forgotten which court already) to celebrate shu xin 13th birthday
=)
Qing Yi helped me with the transport ,thanks

I manage to took some funny pics of them.

let the picture do the talking,







well,they tried to push the birthday girl in the pool
and it totaly succeed in a funny way .

20th August
Moral teacher assign us to an assignment which I'm currently so piss rite now.
we were divided into pairs/groups,your choice actualy.
and we have to create our own town/city .whatever
So me and my partner planned everything in the classroom.
plus I have to draw the whole thing .



here's some extra's
If I know earlier that the teacher will going to give so much criticism ,I WONT PUT SO MUCH EFFORT and go to SLEEP.like seriously!


I even have the heart to colour it cause I think It looks too plain .



Moreover,I added so many trees =.="...particularly for nothing but received so much criticism.



anyway.
Introducing.
Lala land

24th August
father birthday =)

we ate dinner at Tony Roma's which is my father favourite which is also my current addiction!
I mean..

I LOVE AMERICAN FOOD (exclude the mash potatos)


their meat is soooooo JUICY!

okay,I know the mash potato looks disgusting but I'm not suprised.
this is american food.


25th August,

My hamster is BLEEDING!!! (typo)
Lil bro told me that the male hamsters are fighting.
I couldn't belive him cause I know that the 3 males are getting along togther,
I seriously doesn't know what cause the fight.
I need further investigation

but in the mean time,
father hamster is one of the 2 that is bleeding and is in the emergency ward now ( blue bucket)

I was so panicked because his wound are quite deep .

I googled some information but my parents just told me to apply iodine on it's wound.

poor father ham

FURRY almost died on my bare hands.
(typo)

When I applied the warm water +iodine on it.
his one eye suddenly closed @__@!!!
I didn't think it was something serious.
but soon later.
the other eye closed in super slow motion.
p.s/It's like human pass away de process.
At the end
both eye were closed! OMG
and his body frozzed .

I was like Ohmagawddd!!! Dont die on me! Dont die on me!

seconds later,he woke up and was able to walk again .
THANK GOD.


In the evening,mom insisted me to bake the brownies.
It succeed ,and it's currently yummy-licous


I realise that I hadn't been posting any pictures of the month already
so here's what's new

Picture of the month,

this is what happened when your brother place your trophy on your sister bed.And you so excitedly jump onto your sister bed not knowing your trophy was there and CRACK!~

there's goes your librarian serving trophy



It's time to go to bed now.
till then,
wear your mask =)

wth

grrrrrrrr

why is it so hard to find the perfect layout

love hurts

love hurts a million times

well,I was wrong.

love hurts alot

I can't take it any longer

ggggrrrrr!!!!

I can't take it any longer.
I'M SO BORED!

I'm going to die soon cos of boredom.
gosh.

I can't take it any more.

can u pleaseeee stop whining about ur life OK?
at least you can go out with yr FRIENDS.
If that isin't enough
then I don't know how you can survive becoming me.
It's already been 4 freaking days since I didn't go out.
and guess what i've been doing?

Playing computer all day long.

and computer is getting so freaking boring.
I think my eye sight is getting worse.

To my sis,
please move ur ass to get yr driving licence!!!!!!!!!
I can't take it any longer.
I'm going nuts!

heard that my mom suggested a car for my sis for her bufday.
I wish it is true.
for god sake.
BRING ME SOMEWHERE!!!!


If this stupid computer has maple .I wouldn't be complaining.
stupid computer...

just STUPID!


aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

call the nearest MPH pls

please dont die =(

OMG a dead pigeon! ='(

apparently a somewhat beautiful blue eyes pigeon somehow died infront of my house gate >.<"

look.I even took a picture of it.

I figured that I should take a picture of it cause my blog needs pictures.

RIP

somehow disgusting yet memoriable.

I'm so hoping for Malaysia to have a cemetary for pets