what a fool

Would the real Mr.Right please stand up? =D

I really don't know why and how I get myself into this sticky stituation. It's rather complicated than what I expected it to be. I'm.... I'm such a coward
I guess it's my natural instinct that cause me to do so. why am I such a coward.
At this point , I rewind my the moments that happen in my past.
I suddenly think of me running (literally) out of the classroom because I can't stand the tension within. I suck at making decisions.
So here I am..
I'm Angela.
I love shopping I happens to get sore throat more than 6 times a year
and I always run away because I know you'll fool me again


sighhh

Don't come and play with my heart

Set me free, why don't cha babe
Get out my life, why don't cha babe
'Cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on
You don't really need me
But you keep me hangin' on

Why do you keep a coming around
Playing with my heart?
Why don't you get out of my life
And let me make a new start?
Let me get over you
The way you've gotten over me

Set me free, why don't cha babe
Let me be, why don't cha babe
'Cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on
Now you don't really want me
You just keep me hangin' on

You say although we broke up
You still wanna be just friends
But how can we still be friends
When seeing you only breaks my heart again
And there ain't nothing I can do about it

Woo, set me free, why don't cha babe
Woo, get out my life, why don't cha babe
Set me free, why don't cha babe
Get out my life, why don't cha babe

You claim you still care for me
But your heart and soul needs to be free
Now that you've got your freedom
You wanna still hold on to me
You don't want me for yourself
So let me find somebody else Hey!

Why don't you be a man about it
And set me free
Now you don't care a thing about me
You're just using me
Go on, get out, get out of my life
And let me sleep at night
'Cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on...

What the heck

seriously. how great is my holiday

First . Pulau Pangkor trip was cancel because of my sister stupid exam
Second. I got all the flu like syntoms which is giving me hell
third. I still got folio to do
fourth . bloody hell I cant even find the stupid sample folio anywhere .



Why me

I'm annoyed

Can you please just go and get your own words ?

A person's master piece suppose to be original .

same goes to blogging.

blogging is like art . we create our own words.

same goes to creating our own banner,layout,style

everyone have their own style

but if you claimed it as inspiration then i forgive you

but with one condition ,that is never claimed that it's yours.

same goes to the music industry.

Artiste creates their own music rite? what if you're in their position

think about it

do you have any idea how it is to be feel cheated/script?

so think twice before acting

little action leaves huge impact.

Poetic

On every birthday of mine, I was asked to make a wish before I blow the candles on my cake.
This year , is going to be my 17th year ..
I then suddenly realized something.

well, I'm 17 years old( 16 going to 17 to be exact).But I'm still not sure of something.


something called....




LOVE


what is love?
Is the word love can be find in the dictionary?

I'm just sure of one thing.
that once you fall in love, you must also learn how to let go.



xoxo.

sing me a lullaby

I suddenly have the urge to blog .which is very rare. heh

Things has been not good for me lately.

come to think about it, I have really bad luck yesterday

let me do a recap what had happen:

1. I have ear blocked on my left ear again. very annoyed partly is bcos I cant hear properly.
2. I sweat like a pig . literally . fire drill really annoyes me .no joke . escpecially when they purposely do it when there's extreme hot sun that might cause skin cancer and guaranteed headache. and of cos sweat .
3. I spilled my freaking ice lemon tea ... =.=
4. I have to mob the floor which waste a little time of mine that was meant to be my resting time ,if not i will go nuts
5. teacher -.- ( dont wanna talk about it) It's about the dont know what test
6. right eye like gonna have infection d! omg
7. leg pain
   

what a rough day it was. it was one of the worst day of my life.

clueless

sighh...

change phone> all the tempting food pictures are still in my old hp > don't know how to take out the sim card from my new hp > trying to figure out how to off the flash> asked sis whether want exchange handphone anot> sis say hmmm...but I not use to touch screen ((hehhh))...


more sigh is

I havent watch any of the nice movies recomended by everyone.

I wanna watch

-2012 (I know I damn outdate)
-Jennifer's Body( this one can wait for HBO)
-New Moon ( I said I'm not a fan but I will still watch it unlike someone!) hehehe
-The princess and the frog (looks interesting)

I have alot of catching up to do



ps/ still wanna skate ?

rise and shine

If you think you're hair is







not straight









not silky









not nice









not smooth









very damage









very rough







or whatsoever ...







constantly say that you hate your hair...







well, I just wanna say SHUT UP (whoopsss. being so rude here)



please appreciate your nice and silky hair will you?





what's my problem?



are you asking me?

My problem is this!!! This is not the first time already! GOD...

I broke so many comb/hair brush . =.=

I was so shock until my jaw drop for about 1 minute staring at my favourite hair brush . RIP

people like me have to buy so many product for my super ultra oily face .

The main point is ..

I'm just so fed up man!


Last Friday went KL fetch my sister from Jalan Ampang .then headed to Suria KLCC

'who want to go tp Aquaria tommorow?'

'har? I go about like 287489237487286738 times already lor'

'huh? since when ? '

'school tripsssss...so what time we bertolak?

It was blue that night =)

If you've been following my blog then you will know that it changes its colour all the time.

So,at first had our lunch at the food court .

'The food court in here is very high class one'

and guess what I saw? I crack up when I saw a guy taking picture of the chicken rice stall.. the chickens ,char siew and ducks.

'and you will find alot of tourist taking picture of funny things'

My sister became the tour guide of the day because she 'everyday' also go there.

'the higher you go ,the more expensive the food is,up there got all the atas atas restaurant one'

'O.O? nowonder McDonald and KFC is downstair LOL,of cause mah. cause the more atas the floor is the more atas the restaurant is LOL'

So,even tough I went there so many times,I must say that it kinna look different everytime I go there

So we act like total noob aka pure noob looking at those fish we never see before.

I felt so noob

This is my favourite butterfly

and

RIP

God bless u all..It's real but it's basically ....dead.

the super adorable yet awesome janitor aka the fish that eats dust ..damn cute ok?

ok lar .I never see piranas before. But I love the colour <3> Toad aka Jumper Jumper. I was convicted that it will jump infront of me but it never will happen becauseeeee....

he 'bu shuang' the Aquaria ..didn't feed him well enough ..jk So he/she dont want to do any stunt for us ..

After that go in Kinokuniya

I was bored.

bored again ...

let the rain fall down

Hey people,humans,aliens,earthlings,monster,mythical creature ...
(whatever you claimed yourself to be)

The word 'whatever' seems to be a harsh word to be used.Even me myself hate that word,but I can't seem to find other words . My english is going down ,down,down,down,down.

I'm 100% not joking nor being modest .
HELP ME .



I'm too sad to even cry

dull life

List of things:

yesterday ,
sad cos exam results ALL drop.
I could have get a sijil pernurunan for all subjects =) damn proud
happy cos at least an A2
laughed by people
almost leave this 'wonderful' world
thinks that h.mun yee bro gf is damn skinny
ate BR Mint choc and bring to tuition ,damn yeng
almost fall asleep in tuition .chap 6 =boring

today,
sad again about exam .
slept for 4 hours
thinks about death again
thinks that god gave me the 92183974720947902 life.
always thinks negative stuff
thinks that I don't deserve my 903702734890728947 life
doesn't think that ' damn' is a bad word
begining to think that I may be sexist




I noticed that I seldom write about my life.
okay.

want know my recent thoughts?

I always think of death.

altough i've never told anyone about this

I almost leave the world
when I almost drown.
but thank god,
mircle happen
i belive that god gave me the ability to me to open my eyes in the water and breathe in the water

when I almost got kidnap.
I walk from wawasan,ss15 to usj1 .
a generous lady offer me to ride her car.
actualy I'm not suppose to ride on stranger car.
but I have no choice.and there's a girl in there. so i go for it
I always belive that god sent her to pick me up
cos my area alot of Bangalaaaa..

when I was a about 8
I almost comit suicide.
but there's something told me not to.
my instinct?

when i was 16 yrs old.
yesterday
I didn't see the car
and the car almost bang me ,
luckily i break .
if not..........


-I think i say too many ,next post ,tracy tag

emo-tic

I somehow like this pic ...
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I tried so hard to study but failed >.<

why?

The fact that I got flu.hopefully not swine ...CHOI.

The fact that I got bitten by my ham ham..hopefully don't have rabies CHOI

and

The fact that I'm getting so lazy.

I can't even touch 1 book to study .I will end up sleeping -.-

pause,my bro just only tried coffe powder, he said horrible LOL

emo

all humans will emo u know?
but how you overcome your emo?
I know I like to spend alot.
on expensive food =S



wrong time,
wrong place,
wrong moment,
wrong second,
wrong everything,

everything is just so wrong

did you know you could hurt me by the simplest thing?

viewing others people blog of their fabulous life in this current moment will make me feel even more worst...

my life is full of silent envy.
I envy lots of people of their looks and stuff that i don't own.(It's you)
my life is full of darkness.
the bitter memory of my childhood life is still in my heart

It is really hurt and i almost cried.
although I'm so sick and fed up of this life.I'll will still hold on my tears.
as I'm not a cryer.
one of my primary schl BFF told me that I don't have a soul cause I didn't cry during our farewell of strandard 6 going to form 1.
to be honest,mayb i really doesn't have a soul after all,or mayb I'm just trying to hide myself.I'm in denied.

do not attempt to go near me when I'm emo.

Life isn't easy

helo people =) /nobody =( ,

sometimes I felt like I'm typing this for nobody .
you know why?
cause you don't want to read my blog.
i really put alot of afford to make my post longer.
but no little people enter .
mayb some came in by accident =S

I'm supposed to be at pyramid rite now.
yes. but I'm now home alone in my house zzz..
well,i going off later .

Ohya.
guess what again guys .
my hamster gave birth AGAIN.

giving birth suppose to be a happy thing rite?

well,what can i say? My brain was like 'wth!!! why !!!'

seriously,i don't think i can handle them anymore.
it's too many babies !
If they make it,I will be setting the price RM15 for one hammie child (3-4 weeks)
If YOU don't want it,then i will be selling to the pet shop owner ...aww..
now got 7 babies total.ugh.
and there's a certain hammie food ..omg! the smell so HORRIBLE. smell like my mom's medicine.which is so ...ewww...
i think thats the reason why it's so cheap.
My main concern is I scared stink until my hammies also pengsan and don't wanna eat.

what else...what else.
oh yea.
I sooo love this current layout of mine design by don't know cause I accidently delete the code =X
too bad. I can't track down her layouts anymore.

As you can see,at the right up there at this page,you will see 'your in lala land =)'
heee...only my classmates know what it means xD
I'm currently the ruller of lala land =D Bow down to me =I (jk)

i g2g d.
chao

why?

Am I really not that happy?
what is going on with me?
why can't i just be happy ?

unspoken

since my 2 prevoius blog post was so short.actualy I don't really know whether It's that short anot cause I type alot but when i published my psot de time.It look so short in my blog.I don't know.it seems that the wording is so small >.<

recently my sis and I talk,she said that got people ask her what is her scondary school ,and she said SMk usj8 .The person reply is 'Oh?The most happening school'

To be honest,I myself think that my school is full of drama.
But then,mayb dramatic is a good thing? It kills off the boringness =)
Did you know that we,usj8 school pupil love to gossip?I estimate there's we gossip in school every day.

when I told my friend that.
me: -talks about my happening life,school life)
WC: wah! your school so happening leh.I like !!! you see,not like my school .so boring.the pupil here also know how to study.

O___O"
anyways.
last thurdays class was fun
English teacher didn't come
At first rite? I and hui mun talk about true stories.
then we talk until so excited and loud.until brandon heard us and he said 'sharing is caring' hui mun said.'what's your account number?'
hahaha
then we 3 talk until so shuang.until zing xin curious already.she asked me what we are talking about.then we join.then tracy.
I not sure how it end up with so many people.
until we too many thing to say.Non stop saying summore.
That was the best 'meeting'
hahaha.

kays.I haven't memorise my oral test @_@
_________________________________________
Tun Ming told me to don't talk so much about studies.
So i just write 1 line xD

ok guys.Did you turn off the lights ytd?
I know I didn't cause I was at Summit =X
Min mei was so funny.she sms me about earth hour but then I saw her at summit also xD

Why I always fallen for the bad guys?

babies

apparently,furry and whiskers gave me a suprise =___=",a big one

she just only gave birth to 6 babies @___@!

I almost faint.I don't know what to do

UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT
EVEN DINNER ALSO DAMN KNS
GOT COCROAKH SUMMORE !!!!

DONT FEEL LIKE GOING TO THE WATEVER STUPID THING 2MOROW ..
DAMN FRUSTRATED,DEVASTATED,FEEL LIKE KILLING PPL ,ARGHHHH!!!

DO NOT ATEMPT TO GO NEAR ME

describe life in one word :stupid

desire

you know sometimes,u just can't get watever u want ..

another thing,wohoo.2morow finaly gonna go shopping
It's time for some serious shopping 411

must have this habit on myself

• don't be too choosy
• if you think the cloth is okok la,just buy it!
• just try watever I like

ok...hopefully I can come back home with at least 3-4 plastic bags. =X

KNS

I was tired,devastated,can't move a bit,half dead(can say lah)
I woke up
have a sudden feel that i might be waking up late .

the bus left me =(




neh just joking .
the bus didn't leave me.I woke up so early sumore.?
apparently the camp was cancel?
so kanasai rite?
prepared everything and woke up so damn early and skip the BBSM meeting because i scared I'm going to be super tired since the camp WAS until 10.00pm just to find out the camp is CANCELED?

next time plan properly la =_="
no comment actualy there's more than u can think of

ok ,move on shall we?

Since my parents had promised me to get me a hamster if i score 3A's in PMR .
and since my sister friend sister want to give away a puppy

I have to choose either one
ok .

Hamster VS Puppy
ok...
the poor little hamster has been waiting for me in the pet shop for 3 months (apparently)
and
the poor abandoned stray puppy has been waiting for a new owner for 1 week+

I have no idea how to choose either one.

well,since the so-called-camp has been canceled,today I'm going to Pet WonderLand.

I want to watch this movie cause of curiousity?

why one movie can win so many oscars in one night?

what is my dream dog looks like?

This is my beauty,princess..ughhh it's quite rare though -.-

I will keep it when I have my own house xD

bad luck,bad feng shui

#2
yesterday
normal day also
as usual
History and BM tuition
wen to tuition
stuck at the middle of the journey

It was raining heavily
on the way to the tuition ...
A sudden stop
why?
tree fell down on the road and block all of us
got stuck in there
So my transport driver basically call back ups cause he scared we're late for our tuition
he gave a an umbrella.
ok.It was ok because a guy acompany me .
it's a good thing cause It's dangerous for a girl to walk alone .
well when we walk at the road side there de time.
there was alot of car horning .zzzz
It was so annoying.
This happens to girls that walks next to the road.
then the MPSJ or whoever manage to took out the huge tree ..
so on the way to tuition(walking) he came to rescue ..
I wan like 'Thank God' cause i can't stand the horning and I have to pee very badly
.

(Goes in tuition)
alot of people was eating.OMG.so tempting.korean food...yummy....
my saliva all came out.

after History got break time so went to Cottage Bakery.
I seriously thought that i got bring my wallet.
and i took alot ..
for my family
so when i put the tray in the counter d time.
I then search for my wallet..
But it wasn't there
Hou ching came to rescue
she lend me money .thanks.
i feel very paiseh cause i dont like to borrow people's money


(BM tuition)

shiou yee sat next to me..
OMG she ate such a nice food....
I cant concentrate cause the smell~~~~~
ok she makes me wanna eat korean food d....LOL

The End